listen/download A mess of everything

I've been living in a mental war zone
yet to comprehend the eternal unknown
Not here, not there
not lost, not found 
storming in a floating sea of possibility

Everywhere but right here, out there
sunlit shadows of a flaring moonbeam
Try to understand contradicting meaning
gaslit, asswhipped
I don't even know me

I've seen this pretty place and I know it really touched me
Wanted to embrace and then it really shocked me
I've been had, you've been told, how do we distinguish from normality
Insanity, profanity

We keep living at Godspeed indeed
One day you're made and the next you're long gone
You get to take your picture and then just move on
on and on forever till we no more

Memories of species that have been extinguished
Monuments of people that no one visits
No thoughts, no feelings
How can we be missed if there's no one missing

I've seen this pretty place and I know it really touched me
Wanted to embrace and then it really shocked me
I've been had, you've been told, you can never know me
Even though I know that we conjure the meaning

In this age I make believe in cunning
Truth is still a thing, maybe just not your thing
Insanity is slaughtered when belief takes over
I believe, I don't believe the things that tell you to believe

We made a mess of everything
With the solid lines you bring
Dividing everything
And I've got no sympathy for you
While I'm lying at your feet
And claiming your defeat

We made a mess of everything
With the solid lines you bring
Dividing everything
And I've got no sympathy for you
While I'm lying at your feet
And claiming your defeat

We made a mess of everything
We made a mess of everything
We made a mess of everything
We made a mess of everything